May 22, 2008

May 22, 2008 I am on the verge of crying – just balling my eyes out. I want to run away from my fears my problems my worries my anger my sin. I am so angry at the world and at myself. God why am I so weak? Why do I time after time sin? Why do I want to better myself but don’t even attempt it. Why do we seek instant gratification – can it ever be obtained? I want to spit on myself because I am so full of disgust.