Answer: I have no idea.
I'm 3 semesters away from graduating and I just don't know. Upper division classes allow me to actually design projects focusing on what I want to do, and I have no ideas. It scares me a little, or a lot. I feel like I have no direction in life. I'm stressing about money because I seem to be spending more than what I take in, I'm freaking out that I don't have enough time to do all my homework.....as I am writing this while watching a movie when I could/should be studying.
People around me keep telling me that I look sad, that they want to see me with a nice guy and such. I don't know what I want, or maybe I do but I shouldn't want it or pursue it.
My stomach is in a knot when I think about it.
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