gone baby gone baby gone

It's gone. The summer, the warm weather, the "man-friend" and my hair.

Summer seems like it just got started and yet school is just around the corner. I have three count them 3 (1, 2, 3) semesters left THAT'S IT!!! AHHHHH. I can't believe how fast college went. So many good memories.

The weather was strange this summer............it was cold. which is nice because it seems that we are never satisfied with it either being too cold or too hot but this summer was in my opinion really quite perfect. There were some intense heat on days and lately getting some rain but it is nice. BTW...I actually tanned for the first time in my life. Granted next to most I am still very much pasty white, but for me I am tan.

The man-friend turned out to be nothing close to the title. I am still healing from it, and learning to trust guys again. Are there any decent dudes out there or are they all sex crazed and driven maniacs?

My hair is always changing....short or long....i kinda miss my long hair but i kinda like it short. I wish I knew how to style it better or more because basically I always wear it in a pony tail. I do know that I am thankful that it isn't choking me in my sleep anymore like it did when it was longer. :)

Mmmmm so what is new in my life?

I have a job. It's wonderful. It's at a hotel owned locally and it's a total blast!! I love how similar yet diverse it is. I mean you say the same thing pretty much all day long but depending on who is on the other side of the counter or on the other end of the phone is what makes it different. Some people are really hard to deal with and you just really want them to go away and others you want there all day long to keep the good times a rollin. Ha ha. my coworkers are pretty chill too. Kinda weird tho, well lets just say parting sex driven guys mostly and then a few awesome ladies. So much gossip goes down in the business and I am trying not to get caught up in it but it is definitely tough.

I am happy and content being single, and maybe its fear that is keeping me away from dating but at the same time i do need time to heal and to focus on my faith and just on being me.

Well, until next time.
Rach