update.

it's graduation weekend, not mine (I wish!!) but my kid brother. He is stepping out of the world where everything can be made better by mom and dad and into the world being on his own. He is graduating high school on Sunday. I am so stoked for him and I find myself reflecting how in 3 short years how far he has come and how much he has grown but how much he has left to learn. At 18 he thinks he knows it all, like we all did and still tend to do. He was the big man on campus, maybe not liked by all but certainly known by most. my hope for him is that he learns to value his education especially now that it wont be "free"

The last few weeks I have been thinking about how far i have come too. 3 years of college completed 1.5 to go. WoW it has gone by fast, that is for sure. I still have no idea what I want to do with my degree...will i even use it?

I can't find a job. 25 applications turned in and only 1 interview...sucky. Nothing new has been posted that I am remotely qualified for so I have been getting used to staying in my room all week. I think I am becoming lazy, actually I know I am. I wish I had the money to be in summer school. I have been in the blahs for a while so I watched season 9 of Biggest Loser - drama drama drama but I think its really neat how they have changed in 6 months. I should work out...

Speaking of work and school...I have a choice that I have to make. Do I manage basketball or do I get a job and work the rest of school? BLAH. I still don't know.

as for changing being in the blahs...I am cutting my hair tonight! saweet....hopefully it turns out. and i do need to start working out, i am not over weight but i would like to be in shape.