Monday, April 27, 2009

Basketball is my escape - when I'm having a bummer of a day I take it to the court and leave it on the court, put all my anger and emotion into the game that I stop dwelling on whatever was bugging me.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

kradARkrad

The saw chips and chunks fly in every direction
blood oozing flooding her flesh
the images inscribed in my mind
wont go away as hard as I try
tears streaming my face
this blade cuts my steak like butter
at night I see her hangin by a thread
with a gunshot to the head
hand layin on the floor dead
awake in a cold sweat
wont fall back asleep for fear that it will come true
these dreams too dark for a child
should still have monsters under the bed
gotta get this living nightmare outta my head
It’s been four years
and the clocks still ticking
yet I'm here waiting
scared I lay my head on my pillow at night
wondering if it will start again…..